Beginning today (May 9th, 2018), I will be unavailable for appointments for 3-6 weeks. I will not be attending my email, Twitter, or website during this time.
When writing blog posts, I am cautious of pulling the curtain back completely. After all, half of my business is building a brand. My brand is pretty close to my authentic self - I’m almost child-like in my happiness to see old and new lovers. I feed off of sensual energy and create a world where we can both forget about what’s going on outside of the present moment. Depending on the lovers preference, I bring out my sweet and coy side, or my porn star look you right in the eyes as I ... side.
These parts of me bring me happiness, energy, and purpose. Regrettably, and sometimes painfully, I am still a spirit within a body that can’t always keep up.
If you follow me through any venue, you know how excited I was for my first brothel visit. I even wrote a blog about it! The sadness I’m experiencing in cancelling this trip is overwhelming and in the same breath inevitable. I’ve been in this lover-business for just over two years and I’ve pushed myself constantly to do better, improve my skills, build my brand in the effort to have purpose and live comfortably (like any career choice, right?). I’ve burnt myself, and my body, out. Not from the act of sex, that’s silly. But from the exertion that goes into building and maintaining relationships as well as accommodating a variety of schedules.
While I’m not thrilled with the timing, I have made the decision to take a break. I will be attending a retreat to focus on myself outside of my work. I need to not wear any makeup and take off my acrylic nails for a bit; I need to reconnect with my wants and desires. Abbi has been around for so long that I need to be myself for a while.
This is not a retirement announcement. I remain in love with my work and my lovers. It is my sincere hope that upon my return, I will be able to provide fulfilling and sincere encounters for both my lovers and myself.
Feel free to send me happy, healthy, and loving vibes from afar; I will wholeheartedly embrace them.
Make sure you’re following me on twitter @abbiminx, I will tweet my return.